“I don’t know who I am.” In the video, Lottie, Kate Moss’ half-sister, breaks down in tears while talking about her addictions.

She spoke candidly about the “terrifying” experiences she had in her twenties. Lottie, Kate Moss’ half-sister, started a virtual diary on her TikTok account on Monday, January 15, where she talks about her mental health and addiction issues. “Online diary on the 1st day. I hope this gets seen by the right people on TikTok and people can relate to how I feel lost,” she captioned the post. The post was shared with his 91,000 followers. His goal? Showing that life isn’t as “bright and shiny” as it seems on social media.

Continuation, in which a 26-year-old young woman appears in tears. “I’ve struggled a lot with depression, anxiety and addiction issues since I was young,” began the man, who claims he’s been “sober for four days.” “When I became a model, entering this industry, it was very difficult for me not to feel that way and not to turn to drugs and alcohol every time I was sad. I’ve reached a point where I don’t like myself and I don’t even know who I am anymore.”

“rebellion”

Lottie Moss thus addressed her difficulty in finding her place in this universe. “Going through the ups and downs of your twenties is unpleasant because you don’t even know what to do, who to be friends with… it’s a real headache,” she said. Lottie Moss said that from time to time she even wonders if she has things in common with her loved ones.

“Sometimes you become someone you don’t love or know or recognize, and I think I’ve reached a point today where I say, “I don’t know who I am,” he continued. The model later said she had made a “big change” in her life and career. He tattooed his face and created an OnlyFans account. All this with the aim of “rebelling” against the industry that “sad” him.

“I rebelled so much not to be that person anymore because I was so unhappy,” she said. But now I don’t even like myself. So I ask myself: I don’t know why I’m saying this on TikTok, but I just need to know that there are other people who feel this way and that I’m not going crazy.”

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“Mental health issues”

Lottie Moss further regretted leaving “some people who cared and still care” about her. “I feel so alone right now,” she added. The 20-year-old, however, admitted that she “should feel grateful” for her opportunities to travel, live abroad and model. “But you can be grateful and still face hardship,” he said. I’m so grateful for everything that’s happened in my life, but the mental health issues are unpleasant.”

Lottie Moss also said she hopes to feel “better” after these confidences. In April 2020, the young woman already talked about her discomfort in a message published on Instagram. “My problems have made me act in a way that’s not like me, and when I think about it, I think I’m becoming a person that I don’t really like,” she said at the time. This is why I drugged myself with substances and started complaining, ignoring my mental health and my health in general. I had a lot of trouble getting out of it.” A path that still seems like pitfalls for the young model.