On this Friday, the 2nd, Fernanda Passoswidow of Erasmo Carlos, published an emotional outburst on his social networks. The singer died on the 22nd at the age of 81, a victim of panniculitis complicated by sepsis of a cutaneous origin while he was still hospitalized.
“Vido, when you went into the bedroom and took the tantrums off, I couldn’t hold back the nostalgia. It wasn’t hard for doctors and nurses to find me lying with you in bed. I got up quickly and apologized… then I started to feel relaxed and said: I miss you!”she began.
“I would come to our house, take a shower and come back, sometimes I would find you eating, but as soon as you were done I could cuddle up a little. Sometimes I dozed off, but I didn’t stay long because I was afraid of harming you.”, continued.
“Love, you said a lot that you only felt safe with me, in my presence. When I couldn’t do anything, you just asked me to stay close: honey, stay there to give me moral support. And when I wasn’t there and the nurses and doctors ‘rushed everything’, as you said, just telling me afterwards made you feel better.”, he wrote.
“Love, what is this security that you felt in me? What kind of Porto Seguro is this that failed to protect you? Sometimes I was very tired, but I had to do more, I had to do better!”, said.
“I can’t forgive myself, but it’s not the longing I’m feeling, it’s the pain you may have felt… Just thinking about you lost at some point makes my heart contract and get stuck. I made a point of explaining everything to you the whole time… in great detail, until you asked me to skip some parts.”, vented.
“I didn’t always satisfy you, but I asked for backup… I called the doctors, I waited for Walter… I feel so incompetent, useless. Brazil stops on game day, but it didn’t stop for you. For me life has seemed like a big Sunday waiting for you to arrive from a trip looking for my hug, taking a deep breath and saying: I’m going to take a shower straight to lie down with you.”finished.
Source: Maxima
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