Everything that Kim Soo Hyun said in an impressive press conference on controversies

First, I apologize.

It seems that many people are suffering because of me, and part of my heart to know that the deceased cannot rest in peace.

I consider myself a coward. I always seemed concerned about protecting what I had. I couldn’t even trust the kindness demonstrated to me, and I was always afraid of losing something, being hurt, so I was busy running away and denying things. That’s why it took me so long to appear here. I’ve been thinking, what if I had told everything from the beginning? If I had told, fans who loved me, the company of the company that worked tirelessly to make this press conference happen, wouldn’t have suffered much less?

Every time my private life with the deceased was exposed, I kept thinking, ‘Let’s tell everything tomorrow. Let’s talk personally and end this infernal situation. ‘ But every time I hesitated. What impact would my decision have on those around me? What if the decision makes everything wrong for me and everyone else?

It was the same when the deceased posted a picture of us together during the screening of ‘Queen of Tears’. Five years ago – and four years before ‘Queen of Tears’ will air – the deceased and I dated for about a year. But at that time, I denied the rumors of dating. I think it’s natural to criticize me for this choice. I understand if you can’t believe what I’m saying now about what happened between the deceased and me. But as this is the only chance I have to talk like this, I would be very grateful if you heard my story once.

I became an actor and received an overwhelming amount of love. Originally, I was not someone who had much, but I became someone with much protecting. Even when ‘Queen of Tears’ was in the air, there were so many things I had to protect as the lead actor. At that time, if I admitted a relationship with someone I dated years ago, what would happen? What would happen to the actors I was working with, the whole team that was awake all night on the set, the producer who was putting everything at risk for this project and the team of our company?

Whenever the choices of ‘Human Kim Soo Hyun’ and ‘Star Kim Soo Hyun’ diverged, I think I always made choices like ‘Star Kim Soo Hyun’. So I was really afraid every day. I was afraid of what would happen if everything I chose to protect because I was ‘star Kim Soo Hyun’ came back to me as a poison. I was afraid of everything. But even if I could go back to when ‘Queen of Tears’ was in the air, I would make that choice again.

No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think I can make this decision as I just want to feel comfortable. I thought this was the responsibility that someone who chose Kim Soo Hyun’s life has to endure. I will accept any criticism if you call this choice of coward or selfish. And I apologize to everyone who cared about me.

Even right now, I have a lot of concerns. And I’m anxious. What kind of consequences will my words have this time? But as I am this kind of person, I thought I had to talk at the end. There were also people who gave me this advice: ‘Let’s solve it gently. To manage the risk, you must at least first show that you are accepting things to some extent. Then you will disappear from people’s interest and can prepare for a return later. ‘ If I had heard these words, perhaps my private life with the deceased had not been exposed to this point.

I would not have to receive threats every day about which photos they would post tomorrow, what they would expose. And I wouldn’t have been humiliated for having photos of my private life leaked. But I couldn’t do that. I could not accept to be threatened and forced to admit that lies were the truth.

I will talk about the part that interests you the most. I didn’t date the deceased when she was a minor. Nor is it true that the deceased made a tragic choice because I walked away or because my agency pressed her on her debt. In addition to the fact that we were both actors, we were only ordinary lovers like everyone. We met with good feelings for each other and, over time, ended. After that, we rarely contact each other. Like most couples, we were cautious to contact us separately after the end. We were both actors known to many people, and when she was in the same agency as me, I knew to some extent how she was, so it was even more.

That’s why I couldn’t contact her easily, even when she suffered a car accident for drunk driving. I heard on the YouTube channel that it represents the family of the deceased that the CEO of his final agency said she was going through difficult times because of me at the time of the drunk driving incident. But I know she was dating someone else at that time. In that situation, I was cautious to contact her. We were already living our own lives and I didn’t know what to say. My words can sound like excuses. I also wanted to just be quiet, no matter what the world said.

I always get many misunderstandings, just as I receive excessive love. Things that are not true also circulate as if they were true. I thought this was also something I had to endure. But the deceased’s family is claiming that I took her to death because I was her ex-boyfriend. They are forcing me to confess things I didn’t do. ‘You have manipulated the deceased since she was a minor. You pressed the deceased with money and killed her. So you are a killer. ‘

First, please listen to this audio. After the family exposed my relationship with the deceased, the YouTube channel that conveys the position of the family released the testimony of the CEO of the deceased final agency. In a newly labeled connection after the exhibition, this person said that our agency pressed the deceased about their debts by sending a second certificate of content about the debt relationship with the deceased. But in a connection with my agency CEO a year ago, she said something completely different. Please listen once.

I heard about this through this controversy, but that is the truth about the second certificate of content. But I don’t know why the deceased’s final agency CEO is lying, saying something completely different from the call a year ago. I admit anything I did wrong. I think it is necessary to take responsibility for anything I have to take responsibility. But I can’t say I did something I didn’t do. The audio testimonials that the family alleges were recently recorded after the incident was exposed.

The same goes for the content of the Kakaotalk that the family initially released. There are many incorrect facts in this Kakaotalk to say that the deceased wrote it. The photo that was said to be from 2016 was, in fact, 2019. In addition, the deceased could not be wrong about the age difference between us. In addition, she could not be wrong about the name of the agency of which she was part for four years and the contract period. And the deceased only worked as an actress in our company. She never made any casting or visual direction.

Through a recent press conference, the family also released content of Kakaotalk conversations that I supposedly changed with the deceased. And this YouTube channel is framing me as a pedophile and entitled to minors using the statements in the 2016 Kakaotalk conversations as evidence. However, the person who is talking to the deceased in the 2016 Kakaotalk conversation and the 2018 Kakaotalk conversation are different people.

To prove this fact, I sent the 2016 and 2018 Kakaotalk conversations, which the family sent, and the conversations I shared with my acquaintances this year to a verification agency that analyzes scientifically statements. As a result, the agency concluded that people in 2016 and 2018 are not the same person, as you can see.

The most painful thing since the family exhibition began was that. When my agency and I disclose our position on the family’s evidence, a newly recorded testimony is suddenly released. Photos and videos that subtly change the moment of the Kakaotalk edited incident and images that are not the originals are presented as evidence. False testimonies and false evidence remain under the pretext that I dated the deceased.

I will accept any criticism for the choices I made. But that does not mean that all that is not true becomes true. Just as I took verification procedures for Kakaotalk, I will take procedures to thoroughly verify everything the family is presenting as evidence through investigative agencies. If the evidence the family has is really true, I ask them to send all data to the investigative agency and be verified through legal procedures.

Even right now, I have people who are just looking at me and whom I have to take responsibility. I am seeing these people suffering and collapsing every day. I am afraid of what will be exposed and distorted again today to fit myself as a killer. I don’t know what kind of false evidence and false testimonies will defame me and harass people around me after this press conference is over.

But if I say that lies are the truth because I can’t overcome coercion, I will betray not only Kim Soo Hyun as a human being, but all who gave confidence and love to Kim Soo Hyun, the star. I will give them a pain that will last a lifetime. Even if I’m Kim Soo Hyun who lives wearing a mask like a celebrity, I can’t do that. What I did, I did. I can accept all criticism for this. But I won’t do what I didn’t do. For all the people who still believe me, I want to reveal it. I won’t ask you to believe me. I will definitely prove it. ”